UPDATESHello once again DA!
oww I'm such a lazy person, I upate this like one time every month *fail*
summer vacations are coming into an end, and I did...nothing at all.
I'm currently working on some things, evil plans to conquer the world and stuff, but I cannot tell anything yet fufufufu!
if you saw my last journal maybe you know that I'm turning legal (at least in my country) very soon, I don't feel happy about that anymore
maybe I just caught the "pre-bday depression" but I feel like I'm not following the path I wanted.
I always knew what I wanted to be, what I wanted to make and how I wanted it, there was a time when I had my head up and I was decided to follow my dreams ultill the end.
how foolish I was.
this words may sound egoist but, please don't misunderstand me
I think that the people around me killed my dreams.
"that's imposible" "you can't do that. know your place." "ahahaha, you're kidding, right?" with time, my dreams about future changed so much, that I don't like them anymore.
When I was little all people said I was someone very skillful, that I would had an assured future if I continued doing what I liked, and I really thought that I was different from others, that I was better, I was an artist!.
But I grew up and that brought new ideas, new perspectives, and new comments from the same people that used to give me courage.
Now I don't feel special at all, and people think that I am just another person refusing to grow up, another weirdo obsessed with those "horrible japanese cartoons"
and even if its true, I don't see it that way.
I'm just trying to do what I like, what I "do best"
but, I don't want to be like this forever you know?,I always felt like and artist
and I want that to be true! I want to learn more and finally become a real artist.
Not just a person who knows how to make huge cutes eyes and shiny anime hair, because I don't believe that's art anymore.
It'll be so difficult to change...because I don't know how to do other things.
I want to learn a lot more. Thanks to my broken dreams and those derogatory comments
I know that I can't achieve the life I like doing what I like.
time to face the world don't you think?
thanks for reading! ; v ;
and also thank you for all the support in this year!
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You can do it Aki! I know you can with your awesome stuff
no te preocupes...comentarios como esos siempre va a haber en la vida, algunos seran simples criticas constructivas (como las que siempre me hace karin...-_-)
y otros solo seran palabras sin chiste
(comentarios que las malas personas diran solo porque tienen envidia de no poder dibujar igual que tu XD) jeje.
bueno pase lo que pase no dejes que te afecte ok?.
aaahhh!!! asi que a punto de llegar a los 18 eh?, jejeje apenas comenzaras a ver el grado de dificultad de la vida jejeje...pero tambien comenzaras a tener una forma distinta de ver las cosas.....en fin despues de toodo creo que la vida no seria divertida si uno no tuviera que enfrentar nuevos retos.....me entiendes?.......nunca te rindas y alcanza tus sueños, si caes levantate, sobate y sigue adelante dn_nb
Eres una aki genialosa y jamas he dudado que puedas conseguir lo que te propones, ademas los sueños jamas mueren y aveces tenemos nuevos sueños y cuanod menos te das cuenta se hicieron realidad y a veces ni cuenta nos damos.
Te quiero mucho Akicita
Muchas veces necesitas una nueva de las cosas para poder seguir adelante ^^
la única persona que puede decirte que no vales o que no puedes.. eres tu
lo malo es que a veces uno mismo es el que se lo dice (x pero animo aki! no dejes que nadie te diga lo contrario! eres talentosísima, a pesar de que no te conozco asi de aaaaaaaños, pero te he visto crecer tanto en muchos aspectos! asi que no dudo que llegarás lejos en lo que te propongas x3
pero mira empieza por ver las cosas buenas que te pasan en este momento, estas estudiando la carrera que quieres (migrantraumalol), tienes una familia completa y unida, tienes grandes amigos que siempre se preocuparàn por ti no matter what, tienes un gran talento, habilidades y virtudes que sòlo las Akis tienen
y nada! nada! de que otros matan tus sueños ;__; nadie puede hacer eso, siempre estaràn allì!
toda la vida, Para que los cumplas a lo largo de èsta
Hay Akicita -hug- muchos ànimos, tienes muuuuchos años por delante
y creème todos nosotros estaremos aqui para darte apoyo y levantarte si te caes, si tu quieres
Te felicitaremos entonces en tu día, sé feliz y muchos besos
You can't get worse that that, sweety.
Don't let anyone tell you such things anymore, no-one in this world or any world at all has the slightest tiny bit of right to make you feel bad and hurt you.
Pu! They're not wirth it, bby~!
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